πŸ“ weeknotes (aug 17-23, 2025)

Life Updates

Overall I feel really good! There’s the creeping sense of dread re: finances which pops up every month or so, but otherwise I’m excited for the next few months of travel/catsitting.

I think it’s helped that I’ve been regularly going outside and walking for ~45 minutes every day. I’m really bad about doing that normally, but this neighborhood is good for walking and has enough interesting things to look at that I don’t feel bored. My Health app even says my step count is about double what it was last month!

I’ve also been venturing into some of Ann Arbor’s nature preserves, which are much hillier than I expected. Very beautiful trees, though! And usually not too crowded, so it’s peaceful.

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πŸ“Ί watched: mary heilmann: waves, roads and hallucinations (2023)

🎬 Mary Heilmann: Waves, Roads and Hallucinations: Directed by Matt Creed. A look at the life and influential work of pioneering abstract painter Mary Heilmann, who emerged from the minimalist and Beat Generation scenes in California. πŸ”—

I’d never heard of Heilmann before and her work doesn’t look familiar to me, but I still enjoyed this documentary because she’s such an interesting person.

It’s mostly direct interviews with her, with some tours of her studio and an exhibit she was doing at the time. They did a good job of going over her work from the 1960s onward, and sprinkling in bits about her life. She’s not afraid to say personal/emotional stuff and it doesn’t feel trite.

Early on she talked about how, when you think about being an artist, you never think of the business side of it. And she said nowadays art is so commodified, if you do it professionally you basically HAVE to sell out to actually make any money. People talk more about what a piece is worth than anything else, and art collectors are thinking of investments rather than pure artistic merit.

I also liked how she said that she did art to have an identity– refreshing!

A final good thing she says is: you have to find the good things about the new art world to be satisfied with your place in it. Smart!

πŸ’Ÿ Her website / Public collections list (Wikipedia)

πŸ”— planner pages, river circus, portland punk

Happy Friday! I recently found out the homeowners’ sink does sparkling water using the nubbin on the other side of the faucet from the regular water handle. I coulda been having fizzy water this whole time!

On Dreamwidth

dolorosa_12 shares a warning about AI scambots from AO3 infiltrating Dreamwidth.

beepbird has written a book about plurality/multiplicty titled “For the Many,” and it’s available for free download (EPUB/PDF) at the post, or on their website here.

Summary:

Plurality is the experience of having more than one self in the same body. There are few guides written for those who don’t fit into “one person per body”, and it can be hard to figure out how to live a life where you’re never alone, especially if you struggle with internal conflicts or trust issues. For the Many offers over 100 pages of guides on self-discovery, communication, and developing an internal community.

(via ysabetwordsmith)

matsushima at longreads posted a selection of interesting articles and podcasts, including quite a few grouped under “AI is Bullshit.”

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πŸ“– reading log: here begins the dark sea

Book Info

Here Begins the Dark Sea: Venice, a Medieval Monk, and the Creation of the Most Accurate Map of the World by Meredith Francesca Small (2023)

Genre: Nonfiction, History

LibraryThing: https://www.librarything.com/work/29433561/book/293129903

Acquired from: Little Free Library, Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA

Started reading: August 21, 2025

Finished reading: TBD

Bookmark: Powell’s, “Never Lose Your Place”

Reading Updates

Page 0: This font size is so small! I thought I’d be able to speed through this book because it didn’t look that big, but with this font size it’s actually probably very long whoops

I do love maps! I’m trying to train myself to use a paper map when I’m out sightseeing, but it’s a bit cumbersome compared to just pulling out your phone. And you’re obviously a tourist if you’re looking at a map (paper, street sign style) which can be a problem in some places. Anyway I’m excited for this book!

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πŸ“– reading log: bootstrapper by mardi jo link

Book Info

Genre: Nonfiction, Memoir

LibraryThing: https://www.librarything.com/work/13493339/t/Bootstrapper-From-Broke-to-Badass-on-a-Northern-Michigan-Farm

Acquired from: Digger’s, Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA

Discarded: In Unnumbered LFL, Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA

Started reading: August 18, 2025

Finished reading: August 21, 2025

Review (written Aug 21)

I think it’s easy to judge someone when they seem to be making multiple bad decisions in a row so I don’t want to get into all the things I think she did wrong (most of which stemmed from her inability to ask for help) and how she never changed through the course of the memoir. (I’m not sure if she was trying to point out how stupid she was being or if she was trying to brag about making it without help; either way I’m judging her. Silently. Mostly silently.) (Edit: if you want more specifics about the things I’m judging her for, this review from Ella_Jill on LibraryThing pretty much covers it.)

The tone did kind of change though– the early chapters had a more witty biting humor to them and the last chapters were much more melancholy. Which makes sense, because of course she’d be sad about losing all the things she lost. But I don’t know that I’d say those last chapters “matched” with the first few chapters, as such. I think perhaps the biting humor ones were sold individually as stories to magazines and the melancholy ones came after, so that’s the disconnect.

I’m not sure I’d recommend this for people interested in farming/homesteading OR Michigan-based memoirs, but perhaps if you’re interested instead in post-divorce life then this would be a good book for you.

(Crossposted to LibraryThing)

Reading Updates (Aug 17-21)

Page 0: The Forest Unseen is too brainy to read straight thru, so I’m alternating it with this memoir which is about a newly divorced single mom on a farm in Northern Michigan.

Can’t find a bookmark so I’m using a Goodwill receipt from Chicago.

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πŸ“Ί watched: who done it: the clue documentary (2022)

🎬 Who Done It: The Clue Documentary: Directed by Jeff C. Smith. With Colleen Camp, Tim Curry, Syd Dutton, Jane Jenkins. Clue (1985) has become a cult classic film and is loved by multiple generations. Yet there has never been a documentary created to tell the behind the scenes stories…until now. πŸ”—

A cute fan documentary about the making of Clue (1985), with interviews from some cast and crew members, including the writer/director, and otherwise clips from conventions, TV interviews, and so on.

Audio levels are a bit off on the older recorded bits (the director started in 2017) but overall still watchable. Very interesting learning about the history of the movie’s development, and how they got the cast together.

I thought it was funny that Clue is so popular on social media (especially Tumblr) but the director of the documentary didn’t know any other fans IRL and even the cast/crew didn’t know people loved it. Hopefully they do now, of course!

πŸ—¨οΈ thoughts about gen ai from a for-profit blogger

Last year I tried to use gen AI for my for-profit blog1, partly because I didn’t want to be left behind on another new technology and partly because almost every blogger that I followed (at that time) was pushing its use2.

I spent several hundred dollars trying different things out, and while it was fun at first, it never actually did what I wanted it to do– or what those bloggers said it could do. Every output was just shitty enough that I’d have to spend hours fixing it, and by that point I might as well have just done the thing myself anyway.

It couldn’t help me do research, because it would literally make things up.

It gave me ideas for marketing, but it was just pushing the same tired five things that everyone else was already doing.

When I asked for its input on a business decision, it told me what it thought I wanted to hear and not actual advice.

And when I tried to use it for really data-intensive things, eventually it stopped remembering anything and I’d have to wipe it to start over, which was really annoying.

At the time, I didn’t know how generative AI worked. I had no idea that it wasn’t actually thinking, reasoning, or doing any research.

The way people (other bloggers) talked about AI was like it was a proper artificial intelligence, like a little thinking machine that could help you make Pinterest descriptions. It wasn’t until late last summer that I started seeing articles and videos about how gen AI actually works and why it’s bad for most of the things that people try to use it for.

Of course, in hindsight, it’s obvious those bloggers were pushing it because they’re making money from it. Meanwhile AI companies are stealing our stuff (our blog posts!) and regurgitating it back to us and we’re pretending that it’s amazing.

It felt like a big betrayal, that those bloggers cared more about making money than about actually doing something good for themselves or for the blogging community. We could’ve pushed back hard about this stuff and maybe helped a lot of bloggers, but instead we’re too busy making chatbots.

No, their goal to make sell something fast enough before the next sucker figures out it’s a bad bet. And I was that sucker!!

Being a for-profit blogger is hard enough without shooting myself in the foot with AI crap. I stopped using it and I stopped trusting anyone who uses it. I’m still blogging for-profit, but it’s not going to be my focus for a while. I’m just waiting for that bubble to pop…


  1. This is my not-for-profit/just-for-fun blog, here. ;D β†©οΈŽ
  2. While also lamenting Google’s implementation of AI summaries that sucked away their blog visitors. Ironic! β†©οΈŽ

πŸ”— traditional linen weaving, permacomputing, sloppers

Happy Monday! I forgot I had this drafted for a week or so…whoops…

Crafts & Hobbies

Marshall Dry Goods was recommended as a potential replacement to JOANN for a fabric source.

I don’t know how this got into my tabs but it’s an English transcription (with screenshots) of a German documentary about traditional linen weaving in the town of Dickenshied in 1978/1979.

Axxuy shared some typewriter resources for people interested in getting one and/or joining the typewriter-user community.

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πŸ“Ί watched: some like it hot (1959)

🎬 Some Like It Hot: Directed by Billy Wilder. With Marilyn Monroe, Tony Curtis, Jack Lemmon, George Raft. After two male musicians witness a mob hit, they flee the state in an all-female band disguised as women, but further complications set in. πŸ”—

Queer af! And I did enjoy it, especially Marilyn who was a hoot, but if I think about it too much I start getting the heebies.

I HATE when womanizer characters trick their love interest into liking them and the love interest doesn’t get angry at him when the trick is revealed, because they’re in love. Ugh.

Anyway, now I want to see if I can find recordings of all-girl jazz bands to listen to…


πŸ“Ί 2025 Watched List

πŸ“– reading log: the forest unseen by david george haskell

Book Info

Cover of The Forest Unseen

Genre: Nonfiction, Natural History, Ecology

LibraryThing: https://www.librarything.com/work/11720259/t/The-Forest-Unseen-A-Years-Watch-in-Nature

Acquired from: Little Free Library, Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA [see log]

Started reading: August 17, 2025

Finished reading: TBD

Reading Updates

Title Page: This copy is signed by the author!

Page xii:

Indeed, the truth of the forest may be more clearly and vividly revealed by the contemplation of a small area than it could be by donning ten-league boots, covering a continent but uncovering little.

Page 8: Somebody did a lot of underlining in pencil but stopped after the second chapter. Guessing they DNF’d this, but I’m enjoying it so far. It reminds me of Seasons of the Wild but more satisfyingly science-y.

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